wishes to nawal , click play !

get well soon !

ni anak sedara aku yg ker baper ntah, ramai sgt...p yg paling latest la..time Ym ngan mama dier semalam dapat tau nawal x chat, demam selsema.. cian tul..kat cni mak uda dedicate this wish n prayer to u, dear little sweet baby ... kat atas 2 gambar dier dah der gigi 2 batang kat bawah ..huhu...hope u get well soon...luv u mmuahhh

Thesis 2

9.15 am : sampai studio dalam keadaan tercungap2, tahan penat jalan kaki, dari hostel ke kuliyah amik mase 15 min, approx la...yg buat x tahan sbb jalan laju, klu tadi der lumba jalan kaki, 4 sure aku yg menang, tep2 ari..huhu

sesampai jer ckit jer makhluk, upanya x start pon lai, sir pon x nampak batang idong lai

11 am : smlam der emel supervisor sorang ni, then dier reply kater dier free kul 11, sampai kat bilik dier 11.15

Dr.Preece : how r u?

aku: great!! ( yela lepas bercuti , hehe )

Dr. P : so what?? ayat dier x abih aku dah potong

aku : (dalam ati soh aku menyanyi ker, hehe..shajer jer). i wanna show u my work...

Dr.P : what's ur progress?

aku : wat kuar 2nd proposal aku yg baru siap print smalam. this is it

Dr.P : mphh, sambil belek n bacer

aku : what's ur comment on that ( tanyer aku lpas dier abih bacer n mengeloh)

Dr.P : what do u mean by this ( sambil tunjok table TI ) M'sia is found as highly corrupted, in real contracting business, those countries ( in the table ) are not really clean, they juz perceive to b clean...if the M'sia wants to deal abroad then they come to Belgium as per say claimed to b the cleanest, how u would say?
aku : i grab those info to depict the real phenomena, that our country soon to b the worst if we're x trying to avoid from being convicted.

Dr.P : ok, but i cant c the correlation between this wit wat ur gonna do in ur thesis
aku : dalam ati omputih sorang ni x paham agaknyer...lpas aku xplain dier nak tgk balik aku nyer 1st proposal..carik2 mujur bawak...upanya die nak kaitkan ngan topic lamer aku

aku: i forgot to say, ive changed my point ( hehe salah aku gak x gtau awal2, yeler aku hajat nak tunjok hasil chap 2 jer, karang baru nak xplain pasai ni

Dr.P : why ? i completely agree wit ur previous one

aku : dalam ati ( aik, mamat ni, ari 2 dier kata, x setuju, xder strong point la haper, maka aku lontarkan per spatut dier tau tp x ingat )

aku : i've came across that thing b4, like what did u say in our last meeting, if im stick to that, i cant c the outcome of my final conclusion, n now im gonna focus on code of ethics....

bla bla bla....abih discus, dier agree plak ngan aku nyer proposal lpas, dulu kater len, skang len, p aku dah diskas n detail it up...skang dah nampak kit

upanyer dier interested ngan marketing dalam islam yg dier ngah dok research skang so terpanggil la kot u carik lai pasai ni, kirenyer proposal aku passsssssss

hehe, last conversation

dr.P : im happy, what do u feel?

aku : no, im not....dgn muker sugul menandakan manyak lai keje aku pasni

dier kater aku bleh buat mende ni without interview, p klu nak buat lai elok, conclusion, buat...

pasai tajuk aku dah further discuss then dier elaborate pasai outcome, lpas aku kater im x clear, who am i to determine that this code will b authorized ( tuk contractor la, coz professional dah der code sendirik), haha dier gelak, smpai merah2 muker, aku x sengih pon....siap buat muker heran....sian lak kat dier gelak sorang2...p aku memang dalam mood keje pon..huhu

aku dah paham ler ckit....so keje aku carik info pasal islamic code of ethics, code of professional ethics, amik top 10 contractor's firm n identify the existense of this code, how bout the implementation, pas 2 kaitkan 2 mende ni, n persoalan adakah dgn kewujudan code ini lead 2 less involvement in these illegal activities, or graft.

tadi dr.p bagi aku tgk new's report arini pasal Qs convicted to graft case...the sun...mphh thanx alot...for making clear all the mess...ckp pasal mess dier kata aku nyer chap 2 yg dah siap kene re-write coz its too messy...huh...

takpa2 aku mai lai next week, tunjok kat hang biaq hang puah ati n terbeliak mata...aku der nak p jumpa Qs next week, 2 pon atas persetujuan drebar la plak...Cuna...huhu...

12.15 am : p submit asemen kat ofis, amik cop

12.15 am : at the meantime, jumper amri, dier bagi akal yg bernas lai berguna, timacih

12.16 am : p amik slip sort org, salin kat lab ( idea amri )....siap dalam half an hour p anta....usai saja tugas gue tuk arini dgn bantuan Allah..Alhamdulillah...

1.15 pm : terkedek2 jalan, balik ikut hafsa....p bli nasik n teh ais...bli roti n tuna, dah lamer aim nk mkan...n sesachet kopi nak try je pon...jenama kopiko, amik sbb murah...n baru aku notis kat shop hafsa lai murah dari halimah, so pasni klu nak bli pape rajin2 la singgah kat c2...emphhh dah lamer aku x menapak kat hafsa nie, asik2 halimah, mayam jer...asma' pon dah x best...cafe hafsa wpon xder paper p makanan murah n sedap...


dah panjang gua membebel, wa cau lu...mesti korang nyampah lelamer bacer ni kannn, sajo jeni, ptang2 cani, after class lak 2, aku mengodem la pe patut...kat luar saner ujan lebat, best jer ptg ni...redup n sejok ... layannn

Renungan bersama

sajak ni, aku dgr dalam Ikim..dah byk kali dgr, amati btul2 baru trase yg stiap bait 2 got the very meaningful advice tuk kiter sbagai hamba Allah...kenal akan hakikat lahir, hidup dan mati....

pada korang yg x suker sgt bacer sajak, plz read louder n buat2 la suara cam korang bacer sajak time skolah2 lu...x pon baca buat suara org indon, cam dian sastro ker, shaper ker...

aku x sempat nak record seme, coz tep kali dgr, si pembacer 2 dah dok tgh2, so pe yg sempat setelah 3 kali record.. cam kek bawah nie...samer2 ler kiter renungkan & kenali saper diri ini

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Menyahut Seru,
menerima panggilan,
sujud pada kebesaran,
lahir, hidup dan mati,
adalah lagu2 nisbi dalam edaran,

bersama kelahiran,
bersama kehidupan,
bersama kematian,
dan manusia kehilangan,
kerana demikianlah,

Satu ketibaan yang menggemparkan,
yang membimbangkan,
yang menggembirakan,
pun jua dalam kematian,
manusia punya berupa2 paling ketara,

kematian adalah milik kejadian,
adalah milik kewujudan,
yang tak punya masa terpisah,
dan ruang terluang,
yang saat ke saat,
paling hampir dan berakhir,

kematian adalah kemestian,
adalah milik kejadian,
bila sampai waktunya,
yang tak akan terungkapkan,
bahawa baru tadi aku mati,

tidak usah ditangisi,
aku hidup kini,
mahu sujud kini,
mahu sujud kini,
mahu sujud pada Ilahi,

pun jua kematian adalah hakikat kejadian,
kerana demikianlah,
waktu-waktunya kedengaran,
hari-hari yang begitu berlalu.

sajak : A.Aziz Deraman ( 25 Jun 1978)

Thesis

im running doin my thesis, baru chap 2 jer pon p prasaan sendirik pueh ati coz dah nampak per fokus sebenar, in other words, i can see my focus of point...

comment aku : bleh dikatakan bek progress nyer .. my topic regarding corruption in construction
my focus of point : will be the code of professional ethics in construction industry,
will it be the best correct measure to curb this problem?

my research sample : will be consultants and contractors and im gonna do an interview.

doa2 la dipermudahkan segala proses study n research gue...insyAALLAH sok nk p consult ngan my supervisor Dr.Preece..comment dier ...

First meeting : ok

Second meeting : u need to search n find ur focus point ... i agree wit ur topic but u need 2 have the best outcome for ur final conclusion. next meeting i wanna c ur complete chap...

Third meeting : is gonna b tomorrow..wait n c...

RABBI YASSIR WALA TU'ASSIR...AMINNN

Micheal Heart

aku bukan nak gtau pasai mamat ni p aku dapat his dedicated song for Palestinians from my kakak aku, tgk lyric pon containt full of message ...

sempena namenyer dia memang punyer hati ( yg baik) bawah ni der ckit pasai lagu mamat ni..yg dapat sambutan cam goreng pisang panas, pas 2 plak, siap buat donation u tabung bantuan org2 kat saner...

caya la lu, beb !!! good job..

It has been, and continues to be, played on radio stations and television channels in several countries, and it was chanted in demonstrations and rallies all over the globe, with several available online. It has been translated into a dozen languages and subtitled on numerous clips.

More than 100 new clips have been made with "We will not go down" by people all over the world, and thousands of websites have uploaded the clip and posted the lyrics. Many people have written to confirm they had donated to UNRWA, as requested by the artist after download of the song for free.

Most importantly, "We will not go down" has reached people in Gaza, who took advantage of rare moments of electricity access to send Michael emails full of touching and inspiring messages, describing their feelings of hope and determination when hearing the song. ( so touching, at least bagi courage n hope tuk dorang )...

Michael Heart has received numerous media requests for interviews the world over; the ones he has given will be posted on his website as they get published.

WE WILL NOT GO DOWN

(Composed by Michael Heart)

A blinding flash of white light
Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight
People running for cover
Not knowing whether they’re dead or alive

They came with their tanks and their planes
With ravaging fiery flames
And nothing remains
Just a voice rising up in the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

Women and children alike
Murdered and massacred night after night
While the so-called leaders of countries afar
Debated on who’s wrong or right

But their powerless words were in vain
And the bombs fell down like acid rain
But through the tears and the blood and the pain
You can still hear that voice through the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

makan 2

semalam aku cuti lai, ni pon baru arini leh update site aku...ntah haper2 p dah namernyer aim so cecaner pon kene ikhtiar buat gak iaitu nak report pasai makan lai...muahaha..suker tol ..

p shopping stok mkan smalam.. kat tesco n UO..haper den bli tentulah makanan...untuk the rest of my semester d prantauan ni..aku ni jenih pemakan cam org len gak..stok ni mostly for bekfest coz for sure aku nyer makanan ruji nasikk..

hehe kek atas 2 kalu a.ipar n kakak aku kat penang prasan der makanan fav aka jajan a.muhizam..hehe den dah tercapai nak bli, siap 2 peket lai bantai..iaitu biskut beras yg der tanda halal..
byk biskut bras p nk carik yg halal jenama ni jer ..

oat n cereal wajib der dlm gerobok aku 2 coz tatkala penyakit M menyerang daku huhu time cuti la, malam bru jumper nasik...

DUIT ???!!!

kejap jer bli mender2 cenggitu pon, mau telan RM50..gler tul zaman skng ni seme mencekik, x bli kang merana idup, bli ngomel plak so syukur lai kiter ni dipinjamkan duit oleh DIA tuk bli makan....syukur sesangat....

papai c u in the next episode of makan2..